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hai, aku udh single lagi -_- abis putus dan gamau nyeritainnya. you're still in here ♥

pertama tama gue mau ngasih sebuah lagu untuk sahabat gue yg gue anggap paling dekat hehehe kita abis marahan :( so this is it :

monday, I'm waiting. Tuesday, I'm still waiting to see. see if you are fine. wednesday, you're still not here. neither in the morning or later. Thursday is also empty. friday, saturday or sunday, none of the day that I dont miss you. none of the day that you will come back to be in our old days. the day that I met you, the day that I was close to you, the day that we held hands, the day that I loved you, the day that I spoke to you, the day that I listened to you. how long it will be like this? I dont know. how many weeks or months? how many billions of our past memory? I never dont miss you....

maaf Alyaa Dewanti

ini gaenak diliat tp satu2nya foto berdua-_-

gue tau lo itu moody dan maaf gue ngerusak semuanyaa :( gue gak bermaksud gitu kadang gue emang berlebihan bercandanya. gue gatau kalo itu bikin semuanya jd berantakan. mulai skrg no matter what gue selalu ada dah buat lauu~ suka maupun duka.

satu2nya yg mendeskripsikan alyaa itu "moody" tp di balik itu semua dia kalo ngomong itu bener2 nyentuh hati bgt. dia kecil cantik tp dia gak pernah main2 soal perasaan. dia itu seru, tanpa di sengaja omongan dia ttg orang itu ngakakin -_- makanya dulu username twitternya @alyaangakak tp sekarang dia udh berubah walaupun gue blm tau karena masalah ini. usernamenya jd @alyaaDwnt. follow ya! dia juga drummer dan anak basket jago pule. gue ngepost ini karena liat blognya --> monyetjatoh.blogspot.com gue gatau maksud monyetjatoh apaan -_- 6 januari <-- ultahnya

jadi gue itu sekarang blm mikirin pelajaran -,- pelajaran itu malah bikin gue khawatir :O jd sekarang mendingan ngomongin isi hati gue. sekarang itu tgl 3 april. ada sebuah kejadian yg bikin gue selalu inget kapanpun itu hahaha tgl 3 april 2009. oke itu gapenting bikin gue inget lg sama 22. gue lg pengen bgt merubah semuanya, start over. lagilagi gini -___- aduh pengen bgt semuanya lancar2 aja tp ternyata orang yg sayang sama gue itu udh gaada semua :'( gue mls mikirin pelajaran jd yg gue pikirin itu hati mulu, ck. yaudah lah sar. akan kutunggu sampai kapanpun itu. gue tau lo akan balik lg ke gue walaupun sekarang lo sama cewelain hehe. jgn geer yg baca -,- ini buat seseorang yg selalu gue pikirkan dan perhatikan. yg pernah gue sakitin dan gue lg berusaha memperbaikinya :) wish me luck

dont know how long is it that I have to resist everything, hide all of the truth in my heart. everytime we meet, everytime you turn to me, that I pretend to be still. do you know how much I have to force myself? can you hear that? my heart is telling you that I love you. but I cant reveal my true feeling to anyone. can you hear that? my heart is waiting there for you to open. can only hope you will know it. someday, though I love you, though I feel it, but deep inside is not brave enough.

"love can win everything especially fear" -crazy little thing called love

I'm the one here to love you, I'm begging you please know it. someday.